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Location:Gaga
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Should I kiss you now?
Heyy there people! Where have you been?
Here is my story today. I have a brother. Not a parental real brother.
He is somebody that I used to talk and chat to.
He used to call me his sister, so in reply, I call him my brother.
Then. Sometimes, when he is with his gf, I find he is a very nice guy.
Actually he is.
But sometimes when he calls me, he told me about his past mother.
I feel so sad and broken hearted to see my brother crying and talking about his mother. I wanna hug him tight that time. :'(
He told me about a lot of story to take care for my mother. Teach me so I should respect all people.
The situation that time breaking all cheers we had. And he started to play his guitar. Playing the only track of song his mother had in her Phone.
I feel so isolated. He is the brother I wish I can kiss.
*cheer up big man!*
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Here is my story today. I have a brother. Not a parental real brother.
He is somebody that I used to talk and chat to.
He used to call me his sister, so in reply, I call him my brother.
Then. Sometimes, when he is with his gf, I find he is a very nice guy.
Actually he is.
But sometimes when he calls me, he told me about his past mother.
I feel so sad and broken hearted to see my brother crying and talking about his mother. I wanna hug him tight that time. :'(
He told me about a lot of story to take care for my mother. Teach me so I should respect all people.
The situation that time breaking all cheers we had. And he started to play his guitar. Playing the only track of song his mother had in her Phone.
I feel so isolated. He is the brother I wish I can kiss.
*cheer up big man!*
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Location:Phone call
Is that normal if a guy of 25 likes me?
This is totally a freaking new for me, to know that some guys of age 25 liking me by flirting, texting and teasing me.
Here is when the story started, I have attended some events that I meet some guys I used to talked with. And he start to add my pin And start the chat.
And... At the end, he shows some signals of affection to me. Isn't that a OMG text?
FYI : I don't like you.
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Here is when the story started, I have attended some events that I meet some guys I used to talked with. And he start to add my pin And start the chat.
And... At the end, he shows some signals of affection to me. Isn't that a OMG text?
FYI : I don't like you.
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Location:Messenger
Dear Edysudd
I forgot his name is starting with E and ended up with Y.
Haha!
I miss him a lot now that I can't even concentrate with my study.
Argh god please just let me talk to him
:(
I don't wanna have any boyfriend and I don't wanna him to become my boyfriend.
Because... I think my life will have no change even when I'm in relationship
Just a plain life. That's reality.
It was started when he liked my link on Facebook. And I reply him but liking back his page. And since then he added my pin. We then starting to know each other.
He's not that kind of guy I think I thought. I remember when i send him a voice note. And it was so ridiculous we're about to drop. Haha! Every day, his messages colored my entire schedule. I mean... He draws me all the imagination during the longest holiday I've ever had. It was fun. Totally a fun one.
He is mysterious, he is cheerful, he is the guy who loves to make teasing stuff.
Anyway, he came from an international marketing major. Totally different from me. True. I don't know why he is sticking in my head now but I wish his wish had been fulfilled already. Hahaha! Long last MR edy! *yuppie*
So, he likes to hang out with a lot of his friends that I don't know.
That I don't even wanna know.
Haha I just wanna hear his voice, his singing that he sang last time for me, that finally we can sing each other again. *just imagination, they said*
He calls me piggy, piglet or whatever it is. I'm starting my diet HAHA
I know he's not for me. He's for somebody better than me. Knowing you is a great experience. Haha I won't regret sleeping late, talking with you on Skype, erghh gosh I miss your laughter! I miss your tease! I miss the chubby you.
Lastly, I wanna tell him that : you make a huge impact on my life and thank you for your attendance in every daily routine of my days.
You can't read this because I'll delete it soon. hmm if you read this, then I hope this put up a smile on your face. I LOVE YOU!
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Haha!
I miss him a lot now that I can't even concentrate with my study.
Argh god please just let me talk to him
:(
I don't wanna have any boyfriend and I don't wanna him to become my boyfriend.
Because... I think my life will have no change even when I'm in relationship
Just a plain life. That's reality.
It was started when he liked my link on Facebook. And I reply him but liking back his page. And since then he added my pin. We then starting to know each other.
He's not that kind of guy I think I thought. I remember when i send him a voice note. And it was so ridiculous we're about to drop. Haha! Every day, his messages colored my entire schedule. I mean... He draws me all the imagination during the longest holiday I've ever had. It was fun. Totally a fun one.
He is mysterious, he is cheerful, he is the guy who loves to make teasing stuff.
Anyway, he came from an international marketing major. Totally different from me. True. I don't know why he is sticking in my head now but I wish his wish had been fulfilled already. Hahaha! Long last MR edy! *yuppie*
So, he likes to hang out with a lot of his friends that I don't know.
That I don't even wanna know.
Haha I just wanna hear his voice, his singing that he sang last time for me, that finally we can sing each other again. *just imagination, they said*
He calls me piggy, piglet or whatever it is. I'm starting my diet HAHA
I know he's not for me. He's for somebody better than me. Knowing you is a great experience. Haha I won't regret sleeping late, talking with you on Skype, erghh gosh I miss your laughter! I miss your tease! I miss the chubby you.
Lastly, I wanna tell him that : you make a huge impact on my life and thank you for your attendance in every daily routine of my days.
You can't read this because I'll delete it soon. hmm if you read this, then I hope this put up a smile on your face. I LOVE YOU!
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Location:Tagging me here
Holla people!
Heyy there!
So this is it.
Im in love with one guy now
He is not in my campus
He is not from my desired background
He is not an early person
He is not a dentist
He is just somebody I used to know from BBM
But I can't forget him. Sometimes I feel he's so roughly soft making me so comfortable with him
Idk what I should say
But he can't forget his ex gf
That what make me hesitate with him
He is shorty, fatty, whitely and funny.
He used to call me at night, in the morning.
I laugh all day long with him.
But since two days ago, he never talks to me again.
Actually I just wanna test him whether he misses me or not.
But I guess, he doesn't. :( but I am."
You see? When I'm in love with somebody, he's not in love with me
Whereas if somebody likes me, I don't like him.
Isn't this irony?
Yeah true my life is so zig zag. And how about you?
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So this is it.
Im in love with one guy now
He is not in my campus
He is not from my desired background
He is not an early person
He is not a dentist
He is just somebody I used to know from BBM
But I can't forget him. Sometimes I feel he's so roughly soft making me so comfortable with him
Idk what I should say
But he can't forget his ex gf
That what make me hesitate with him
He is shorty, fatty, whitely and funny.
He used to call me at night, in the morning.
I laugh all day long with him.
But since two days ago, he never talks to me again.
Actually I just wanna test him whether he misses me or not.
But I guess, he doesn't. :( but I am."
You see? When I'm in love with somebody, he's not in love with me
Whereas if somebody likes me, I don't like him.
Isn't this irony?
Yeah true my life is so zig zag. And how about you?
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Location:Campus life
Sunday, May 13, 2012
You know I cried :(
Happy mothers day! Mothers that when they are wrong, they are always right. Hahaha ;)
Thanks for the love, cares, happiness u give me. You are a present from god.
Tears, I know you'll come again someday. :(
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Location:Moms day
Friday, May 4, 2012
God if you are really up there, can you take me with you?
I am sitting while crying a river
Thinking why should be in this family? For what does god make me appear if I'm useless. You see? Nobody care about me. Nobody see me. I'm invisible. They only see me when they need something from me.
I wanna disappear god. Please take me to your home, at least I can forget who I am.
I don't want beauty, I don't want clever, I only want to die.
I'm so desperate. I'm stressed with my life.
Nothing is nice about my life. Why god? Why?
I really want to jump from the third floor of my house. Maybe with that way I can see you god.
Am I really your sheep? For which I was lost in the middle of this naive world.
No save me from this hell.
I hope you care.
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Thinking why should be in this family? For what does god make me appear if I'm useless. You see? Nobody care about me. Nobody see me. I'm invisible. They only see me when they need something from me.
I wanna disappear god. Please take me to your home, at least I can forget who I am.
I don't want beauty, I don't want clever, I only want to die.
I'm so desperate. I'm stressed with my life.
Nothing is nice about my life. Why god? Why?
I really want to jump from the third floor of my house. Maybe with that way I can see you god.
Am I really your sheep? For which I was lost in the middle of this naive world.
No save me from this hell.
I hope you care.
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Location:Down on the earth
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
I passed my HSK exam!
I thought like I'm gonna fail. So I looked so sad.
Hahaha but I'm so shock when I see my result is beyond from what I imagine. Hahaha it's marvelous score and I thanked god double much.
I promise him to be better in worshiping him and doing activity in church. Thank you so much god! You are the best!
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Hahaha but I'm so shock when I see my result is beyond from what I imagine. Hahaha it's marvelous score and I thanked god double much.
I promise him to be better in worshiping him and doing activity in church. Thank you so much god! You are the best!
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Thursday, April 19, 2012
This is it!
Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theater became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, well you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.
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Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theater became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, well you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.
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Taiwan or Ausie?
My mom told me that I should go to Ausie, but my dad Chinese is more important and need Taiwan for my future.
But I just wanna be in here. Because this is where I'm belong to.
I love the people here. My home..
Forever alone.
I guess I don't want to have any husband in the future. Just me, only me, myself. Because it's only me I can trust to.haha irony?
Yeah this life is full of irony, acts and stories. What do you think? :)
I've finished my national examinations! I'll pass! Hahaha thank you god for letting me pass through this exams. I won't success without you. 2 more weeks for semester examinations and then I'll come visit Korea and Taiwan! Yeyyyyy I'm loving you my luggage bag, my business seat and the unbearable photos I will capture just for you.
Recent updates: I love to open my Facebook account since there is running man web fans, 9gag.com , Skype with me! , playing draw something in my iPad, alsooo watch ktvshow.net! I love my lifestyle, Just be yourself yuli! You can do it! Hwaiting!
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But I just wanna be in here. Because this is where I'm belong to.
I love the people here. My home..
Forever alone.
I guess I don't want to have any husband in the future. Just me, only me, myself. Because it's only me I can trust to.haha irony?
Yeah this life is full of irony, acts and stories. What do you think? :)
I've finished my national examinations! I'll pass! Hahaha thank you god for letting me pass through this exams. I won't success without you. 2 more weeks for semester examinations and then I'll come visit Korea and Taiwan! Yeyyyyy I'm loving you my luggage bag, my business seat and the unbearable photos I will capture just for you.
Recent updates: I love to open my Facebook account since there is running man web fans, 9gag.com , Skype with me! , playing draw something in my iPad, alsooo watch ktvshow.net! I love my lifestyle, Just be yourself yuli! You can do it! Hwaiting!
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Location:Thoughts
Monday, April 9, 2012
Answer this question in truth for the dare!
1. Are looks important in a relationship?
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
3. Are you a virgin?
4. Are you in a relationship?
5. Are you in love?
6. Are you single this year?
7. Can you commit to one person?
8. Describe your crush:
9. Describe your perfect mate:
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
11. Do you ever want to get married?
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
13. Do you get jealous easily?
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
15. Do you have any piercings?
16. Do you have any tattoos?
17. Do you like kissing in public?
18. Do you masturbate?
19. Do you shave your neither regions?
20. Do you shower every day?
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
43. How long was your longest relationship?
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
47. How old are you?
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
55. Share a relationship story.
56. State 8 facts about your body:
57. Things you want to say to an ex:
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
64. What is your definition of cheating?
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
68. What is your sexual orientation?
69. What turns you off?
70. What turns you on?
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
83. Who was your firstkiss with?
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
86. You’ll love me if
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2. Are relationships ever worth it?
3. Are you a virgin?
4. Are you in a relationship?
5. Are you in love?
6. Are you single this year?
7. Can you commit to one person?
8. Describe your crush:
9. Describe your perfect mate:
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
11. Do you ever want to get married?
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
13. Do you get jealous easily?
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
15. Do you have any piercings?
16. Do you have any tattoos?
17. Do you like kissing in public?
18. Do you masturbate?
19. Do you shave your neither regions?
20. Do you shower every day?
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
43. How long was your longest relationship?
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
47. How old are you?
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
55. Share a relationship story.
56. State 8 facts about your body:
57. Things you want to say to an ex:
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
64. What is your definition of cheating?
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
68. What is your sexual orientation?
69. What turns you off?
70. What turns you on?
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
83. Who was your firstkiss with?
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
86. You’ll love me if
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Saturday, April 7, 2012
When i can't sing se7en
Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?
Do you know that who I am on screen isn’t really my everything? (Do you know?)
Do you know that my overflowing confidence makes me even more anxious? (Do you know?)
Standing under the flashing lights, there is a thick shadow behind me
Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?
You say that you love me but
Am I really who you love? (Am I?)
You say that you fell for me but
Am I really the one who made you fall for me? (Am I?)
When you are in my arms, looking at me
I want to ask you these questions
Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me for who I am?
Someday, the day will come (the day will come)
I’ll come down from the stage where the cheers have decreased
As my shoulders droop down (shoulders droop down)
My head hung low (even then)
Will you stand by my side?
Even if I lose everything, if my popularity drops
Even if I can’t sing, if I get a different job
Will you still be able to love me
for who I am?
I want to ask you
Maybe one day
Maybe one day,
I was your cure
and you were my disease
I was saving you
But you were killing me.
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I was your cure
and you were my disease
I was saving you
But you were killing me.
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What does beauty stands for? Minus? The beast? :O
I love penguin! Hahaha I got 3 dolls of penguin, the same color, size and age! Hahaha but they are now in my storage room. Haha I miss all of them.
Hi future! :)
Hmm what is my future? Is it bright or dim?
Somehow nobody knows it. Only he knows it.
When he comes to this world for the second time, I wish he can take me. Away from this unknown world. I don't care whether he wants me or not. I just want to ask him.
Why am I so blessed by you?
I know you are my creator. :) and ilove you!
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Somehow nobody knows it. Only he knows it.
When he comes to this world for the second time, I wish he can take me. Away from this unknown world. I don't care whether he wants me or not. I just want to ask him.
Why am I so blessed by you?
I know you are my creator. :) and ilove you!
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Location:Toilet
Today, John my Taiwan grandpa is coming. And we're having a dinner.
It's been so long since I don't meet him. Haha maybe because he's far away to reach Indonesia. But honestly, he's really a nice grandpa! Sure he does!
I wanna be good and speaking so formally to him. Maybe I will show him some show to make him proud of me as his granddaughter,
Hahaha I wish my mom daddy will notice why I do that.
:))
Ps: I wanna be active from now on. I'll find everyday to write something in this blog. Haha see. You!
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I wanna be good and speaking so formally to him. Maybe I will show him some show to make him proud of me as his granddaughter,
Hahaha I wish my mom daddy will notice why I do that.
:))
Ps: I wanna be active from now on. I'll find everyday to write something in this blog. Haha see. You!
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Location:House
7 April bad or good?
Hi my posts are you still being posted by the owner?
Hahaha
I'm trying to cheer up myself when I write this post. You know why? Because every time I write this blog, I just feel like I'm unfortunate. This that, whatever it is brings me some bad feeling to write, not about mood. But about sadness or happiness.
Mostly it's about my misery life. People see me as a nice, innocent girl, but they don't know what I'm struggling to survive in my life. Sometimes I lied just to make me feel better, but sometimes I just keep quite and faking my smile just to make people happy. Why is this life seemed to be like a movie?
If it's like a movie then why there is no resolution? Why it's just climax of the problems I face? Well... I guess, it's all because of my stupidity. I try for not being like that. But I just can't avoid it. What a pity of me.
Friend? What is friend?
I can't define it till now. Does true friend really exist in this world? Do they really being true as a friend? But I find none here. Maybe it's the question for me to solve.
There'll be no answer to the question then.
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Hahaha
I'm trying to cheer up myself when I write this post. You know why? Because every time I write this blog, I just feel like I'm unfortunate. This that, whatever it is brings me some bad feeling to write, not about mood. But about sadness or happiness.
Mostly it's about my misery life. People see me as a nice, innocent girl, but they don't know what I'm struggling to survive in my life. Sometimes I lied just to make me feel better, but sometimes I just keep quite and faking my smile just to make people happy. Why is this life seemed to be like a movie?
If it's like a movie then why there is no resolution? Why it's just climax of the problems I face? Well... I guess, it's all because of my stupidity. I try for not being like that. But I just can't avoid it. What a pity of me.
Friend? What is friend?
I can't define it till now. Does true friend really exist in this world? Do they really being true as a friend? But I find none here. Maybe it's the question for me to solve.
There'll be no answer to the question then.
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Location:Room
6:30 am I just killed my dog :(
Dear pixie pepsi Vincent,
I know you are now in heaven by the time I post this title. But I just want you to know that you are the best puppy ever! And the cutesy one I ever saw in my house.
I don't know that you are at the back of the car, which accidentally crash your belly. I'm so sorry I don't see it. You feel the suffer after being rolled by the wheel. And I just can cry when I see it. The accident is very fast that it was a bad morning for me and my dad. I cry a lot for 2 hours.
I sobbed and I can't forget the memories we have. The laughter you brought into my life. I wish that you are here. In front of me and sitting calmly.
I don't mean to kick you when you lick me. I just don't like dog. But when you're gone, I feel lonely.
I need you pixie. When I call out your name, you will suddenly appear in front of my sight, but now
No more.
The white and light brown dots in your body, the cute moving tail with right one brown dot under it cover all of the messiness you did in my yard. The dirtiness of your poop and smell. Many much of the actions you did. Ah no. :'( I cried again.
Why do you have to go so fast? Why?
We all here miss you. I wish you are alive. :(
I'm so sorry pixie. I can't be a good mom for you.
I hope you find your mom in the heaven.
Amen.
I will always love you pixie.
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I know you are now in heaven by the time I post this title. But I just want you to know that you are the best puppy ever! And the cutesy one I ever saw in my house.
I don't know that you are at the back of the car, which accidentally crash your belly. I'm so sorry I don't see it. You feel the suffer after being rolled by the wheel. And I just can cry when I see it. The accident is very fast that it was a bad morning for me and my dad. I cry a lot for 2 hours.
I sobbed and I can't forget the memories we have. The laughter you brought into my life. I wish that you are here. In front of me and sitting calmly.
I don't mean to kick you when you lick me. I just don't like dog. But when you're gone, I feel lonely.
I need you pixie. When I call out your name, you will suddenly appear in front of my sight, but now
No more.
The white and light brown dots in your body, the cute moving tail with right one brown dot under it cover all of the messiness you did in my yard. The dirtiness of your poop and smell. Many much of the actions you did. Ah no. :'( I cried again.
Why do you have to go so fast? Why?
We all here miss you. I wish you are alive. :(
I'm so sorry pixie. I can't be a good mom for you.
I hope you find your mom in the heaven.
Amen.
I will always love you pixie.
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Friday, April 6, 2012
Dear ex boyfriend
I thought I could get over you quickly by blocking communications with you, and ignoring you. But when you sent that text, I thought you cared, but you wanted ME to make the first moves to talk to you again. Now why would I put my time and effort into that, knowing I'm going to get a response that will fuel my with anger??
So yeah you cared, but you only cared because you wanted me to message you to somehow make it better for you, am I right? I can only assume from past experience. I know how self absorbed you are, you only cared about YOUR feelings. Not mine. You pretended to care about my feelings, at the time we were going out. I fell for the illusion. I loved you so much that I just wanted you to be happy, because that made me so happy! And when you were the slightest bit sad I got so, so sad. I was always overwhelmed in emotion for you, because I loved you. You don't deserve my love, and I don't deserve to be put in overwhelming emotions of pain because of you. My heart literally feels like it has disappeared. An empty hole in my heart.
So yeah you cared, but you only cared because you wanted me to message you to somehow make it better for you, am I right? I can only assume from past experience. I know how self absorbed you are, you only cared about YOUR feelings. Not mine. You pretended to care about my feelings, at the time we were going out. I fell for the illusion. I loved you so much that I just wanted you to be happy, because that made me so happy! And when you were the slightest bit sad I got so, so sad. I was always overwhelmed in emotion for you, because I loved you. You don't deserve my love, and I don't deserve to be put in overwhelming emotions of pain because of you. My heart literally feels like it has disappeared. An empty hole in my heart.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Han dul set!
Please watch running man! Hahaha and love it! Haha
www.ktvshow.net
And select the running man on the bar options! It's DAEBAK!
<3 only running man show can cheer me up.
Smile all day long. Yeyyyyy
Funny hilarious cute intense simple challenging heart-pumping
What ever it is I SUPER DUBER DUMBER LOVE IT!
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www.ktvshow.net
And select the running man on the bar options! It's DAEBAK!
<3 only running man show can cheer me up.
Smile all day long. Yeyyyyy
Funny hilarious cute intense simple challenging heart-pumping
What ever it is I SUPER DUBER DUMBER LOVE IT!
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It's so awkward to chat with you, ya know? Hahha
:) i miss you.
My hand is shaking while texting. It's like a time machine when I talk with you. Haha I get nervous easily. And I want you to know that I'm happy to see ur 'smile' symbol. Hahaha!
Hmm and I like when you post something on my chat box. Because I only need you to care for me. Haha do you know that?
Oh no it's 23:26 now gotta go to dreamland before reach 6! Aaaaa
To the Wong, to the huang.
Hope u hear the shouts of the li here. Haha
I love presents! Thank you my friendsssss! :*
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My hand is shaking while texting. It's like a time machine when I talk with you. Haha I get nervous easily. And I want you to know that I'm happy to see ur 'smile' symbol. Hahaha!
Hmm and I like when you post something on my chat box. Because I only need you to care for me. Haha do you know that?
Oh no it's 23:26 now gotta go to dreamland before reach 6! Aaaaa
To the Wong, to the huang.
Hope u hear the shouts of the li here. Haha
I love presents! Thank you my friendsssss! :*
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烤鸭炉、烤鸭机、烤鸭、木炭烤鸭炉、燃气烤鸭炉、电动烤鸭炉
"烤鸭"早在明朝时就已成为北京官府人家中的席上珍品。朱元璋建都南京后，明宫御厨便取用南京肥厚多肉的湖鸭制作菜肴。为了增加鸭菜的风味，厨师采用炭火烘烤，成菜后鸭子吃口酥香，肥而不腻，受到人们称赞，即被宫廷取名为“烤鸭”。以后明朝迁都北京，烤鸭技术也带到北京，并被进一步发展。由于制作时取用玉泉山所产的填鸭，皮薄肉嫩，口味更佳。烤鸭很快就成为全国风味名菜。北京两家有名的烤鸭店“便宜坊”“全聚德”，便是明朝时开业的。
到了清朝，官吏们常常收购北京烤鸭，供皇帝及其亲属享用。据《竹叶亭杂记》记载：“亲戚寿日，必以烧鸭相馈遣。”烧就是烤，可见烤鸭还成了当时勋戚贵族间往来的必送礼品。又有《忆京都词》这样写道：“忆京都，填鸭冠寰中。焖烤登盘肥而美，加之炮烙制尤工。”
“烤鸭”肉质鲜嫩，汁液丰富，气味芳香，且易于消化，营养丰富。国内各地人士以及外国友人，大凡到北京来的，都要一尝风味独特的“北京烤鸭．故此名闻中外。至今各地很流行大同小异的烤鸭做法！但惟有烤这个工序是一致的!鸭子随处可有售价格低廉全国平均在5－8元左右1只烤制好后出售价格在20-100元不等!一种快速致富的务实项目之一!
烤鸭又名北京烤鸭，其历史悠久，蜚声中外，采用传统工艺精加工而成。北京烤鸭以前只是在高档酒楼方可品尝，现在随着老百姓的生活水平日益提高，正不断进入普通家庭。然而，全国绝大多数地方仍吃不到新鲜美味的烤鸭，烤鸭技术基本上是传内不传外的独门技术，各地很少有真正的专业烤鸭店。我司经过多年研究，加工制作的成品烤鸭的“色、香、味”三绝而闻名，成为各大酒楼、宾馆、食堂、个人办事的一道桌上名菜。近年来全国各地的大型养鸭厂的纷纷掘起，生鸭价格低廉；然而经过深加工后的烤鸭却价格不菲，烤鸭店的利润丰厚。
烤鸭炉不但可以烤制烤鸭，而且可以加工烤鸡、烤鹅、烤兔等。而且经过精工烤制的烤鸡要比用平常方法加工的烧鸡好吃得多。
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到了清朝，官吏们常常收购北京烤鸭，供皇帝及其亲属享用。据《竹叶亭杂记》记载：“亲戚寿日，必以烧鸭相馈遣。”烧就是烤，可见烤鸭还成了当时勋戚贵族间往来的必送礼品。又有《忆京都词》这样写道：“忆京都，填鸭冠寰中。焖烤登盘肥而美，加之炮烙制尤工。”
“烤鸭”肉质鲜嫩，汁液丰富，气味芳香，且易于消化，营养丰富。国内各地人士以及外国友人，大凡到北京来的，都要一尝风味独特的“北京烤鸭．故此名闻中外。至今各地很流行大同小异的烤鸭做法！但惟有烤这个工序是一致的!鸭子随处可有售价格低廉全国平均在5－8元左右1只烤制好后出售价格在20-100元不等!一种快速致富的务实项目之一!
烤鸭又名北京烤鸭，其历史悠久，蜚声中外，采用传统工艺精加工而成。北京烤鸭以前只是在高档酒楼方可品尝，现在随着老百姓的生活水平日益提高，正不断进入普通家庭。然而，全国绝大多数地方仍吃不到新鲜美味的烤鸭，烤鸭技术基本上是传内不传外的独门技术，各地很少有真正的专业烤鸭店。我司经过多年研究，加工制作的成品烤鸭的“色、香、味”三绝而闻名，成为各大酒楼、宾馆、食堂、个人办事的一道桌上名菜。近年来全国各地的大型养鸭厂的纷纷掘起，生鸭价格低廉；然而经过深加工后的烤鸭却价格不菲，烤鸭店的利润丰厚。
烤鸭炉不但可以烤制烤鸭，而且可以加工烤鸡、烤鹅、烤兔等。而且经过精工烤制的烤鸡要比用平常方法加工的烧鸡好吃得多。
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Mianada :(
Sorry for keep on skipping the choir rehearsal. :(
I know you are speechless every time I try to explain it to you.
But I'll do better. :)
Better than you thought it might be. Haha
Anyway, I love to hear sungha Jung guitar voices! It's so sweet.
Girls melt with it! Haha
Ps: I love music!
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I know you are speechless every time I try to explain it to you.
But I'll do better. :)
Better than you thought it might be. Haha
Anyway, I love to hear sungha Jung guitar voices! It's so sweet.
Girls melt with it! Haha
Ps: I love music!
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Location:To my beloved music teacher
God, I know you are there watching me.
For God so loved the world
that He gave His only begotten Son,
that whomsoever believth on Him
should not perish, should not perish,
but they shall have, they shall have
everlasting life.
God could have chosen
to never love again,
fallen man could go his way
and die in his sin;
but God in His compassion said,
I'll pay redemption's price,
so He took on the form of man
and became the perfect sacrifice.
Riches couldn't have paid the debt
that God could have sold,
all the walls of jasper,
all the streets of purest gold.
But He knew the price of one lost soul
was more than wealth could buy;
and if redemption were ever bought,
only love would satisfy.
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Hell yeah we are texting each other
Hmm first of all, does facebook still up to date?
Haha a because we use that for our communication path.
The only social network we use, I suppose.
But I can tell that he's still the same. Hmm...
^^
Smiling chubbily, small eyes, straight hair, Bart the Simpsons HAHA
Yeah welcome back mr geek Kelvin!
Are you learning well in there? U good huh?
Are you ready to become the head of the chef? :O
Haha LMAO giggle
:)) I'm not that bad as you think. At least I still care about you till now! Haha
You know what? You should smile, just keep on smiling!
That's a nice smile right?
Lol
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Haha a because we use that for our communication path.
The only social network we use, I suppose.
But I can tell that he's still the same. Hmm...
^^
Smiling chubbily, small eyes, straight hair, Bart the Simpsons HAHA
Yeah welcome back mr geek Kelvin!
Are you learning well in there? U good huh?
Are you ready to become the head of the chef? :O
Haha LMAO giggle
:)) I'm not that bad as you think. At least I still care about you till now! Haha
You know what? You should smile, just keep on smiling!
That's a nice smile right?
Lol
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Location:Facebook
It's 22:59 and I post something here!
Hmm why do you hv to come now insomnia? Y?
Maybe it's too nice if I can meet you there. Once upon a dream.
When I wake up it's all blank.
U know why?
Because you never really appear here.
There are so much stories I can tell you. No I want to tell you.
But you are so far away. Y?
Maybe because you are belong there.
Or because I can't drag myself to come there?
There is no reason after all. It's plain for me.
:(
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Maybe it's too nice if I can meet you there. Once upon a dream.
When I wake up it's all blank.
U know why?
Because you never really appear here.
There are so much stories I can tell you. No I want to tell you.
But you are so far away. Y?
Maybe because you are belong there.
Or because I can't drag myself to come there?
There is no reason after all. It's plain for me.
:(
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Location:Bed
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
I'm so sorry kw
I hope you forgive me. :(
I don't know why but sometimes I feel sooo much guilty for you.
It's so pathetic for being me everyday living in the same body mind thoughts, I wish you can be next to me and make the smiles in my face I can never erase. :))
I wish you were here!
Boom! But right now it's always ASSignment, papers, projects, exams are all in front of my retina and ready to absorb every single words written there.
Can you believe it? When I'm with you, I barely see those things. I wouldn't even care bout them.
But this is fate.
You are not mine now. So what should I do? Cry like I did when I lose you?
Headache, I guess this sign means I should go to dreamland soon.
Hahaha x) for god sake I sleep only 3 hours. Hahahaha
Bye-bye ex hubby!
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I don't know why but sometimes I feel sooo much guilty for you.
It's so pathetic for being me everyday living in the same body mind thoughts, I wish you can be next to me and make the smiles in my face I can never erase. :))
I wish you were here!
Boom! But right now it's always ASSignment, papers, projects, exams are all in front of my retina and ready to absorb every single words written there.
Can you believe it? When I'm with you, I barely see those things. I wouldn't even care bout them.
But this is fate.
You are not mine now. So what should I do? Cry like I did when I lose you?
Headache, I guess this sign means I should go to dreamland soon.
Hahaha x) for god sake I sleep only 3 hours. Hahahaha
Bye-bye ex hubby!
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Location:Dark place
What a haptic week
I got no force newtons to study for un, us, to, hsk, blablabla
I wish I got a time machine, hahaha
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I wish I got a time machine, hahaha
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Location:School
Stress?
I might find it boring but I love this craziness about being a nerd all of my life.
And all I can do is just run for running man till the very last of my heartbeat. I love Monday couple! They have the cuteness people can't afford.
Seriously, I wish Gary is mine *blush*
ep 81 hahaha
Love you lot running man!
B)
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And all I can do is just run for running man till the very last of my heartbeat. I love Monday couple! They have the cuteness people can't afford.
Seriously, I wish Gary is mine *blush*
ep 81 hahaha
Love you lot running man!
B)
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Location:Room xxxx
You know what? I cried a lot
Please be a real man, don't be a jerk
And please stop bullying me as if u're so annoying and freaking weird.
Hmm don't forget you are such a BIG rival to me!
If u read this post, I hope u understand how jerk you are. It's true.
I'll never ever ever cry for you, teasing and roping me out
Cause I got you under my skin.
To a person with a deep dark skin, kinda brownish and tall who like wearing skinny jeans and has a gay shout. X)
I hate you.
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And please stop bullying me as if u're so annoying and freaking weird.
Hmm don't forget you are such a BIG rival to me!
If u read this post, I hope u understand how jerk you are. It's true.
I'll never ever ever cry for you, teasing and roping me out
Cause I got you under my skin.
To a person with a deep dark skin, kinda brownish and tall who like wearing skinny jeans and has a gay shout. X)
I hate you.
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Sunday, February 5, 2012
Tell the lie of surrealism over and over till it comes true
I love mayo's fashion! Go hongkong! <3
Location:http://lookbook.nu/look/3022433-tell-the-lie-of-surrealism-over-over-til-it-became-true
Thank you :)
Dear Kyle hua,
I know you still remember me. And I know you are still my friend.
Thank you for everything. I hope you are here. I miss you old friend!
Your essay and passage are fabulous! And I know it's a flash call when I see those papers I printed.
:) so much thank you to you.
Sorry for not telling you the truth my penpal, I hope you can forgive me. Amen.
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I know you still remember me. And I know you are still my friend.
Thank you for everything. I hope you are here. I miss you old friend!
Your essay and passage are fabulous! And I know it's a flash call when I see those papers I printed.
:) so much thank you to you.
Sorry for not telling you the truth my penpal, I hope you can forgive me. Amen.
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Saturday, January 28, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I'm back, see ya my bb!
I'm always bb on, but there's nothing special about my phone anymore, just plain screen as you can see.
haha x) but i'm glad to be back to my mood.
Mr. ICT said: if you wanna become a better person, every people will do four things in their life cycle.
first, mood. change your mood.
second, forget. just delete the past.
third, learn. research again.
last but not least, share. you'll never know your smartness if you don't share.
so, i successfully put 'reading a novel' to my dictionary of hobby. and reading a full passage story isn't that bad. as i remember when i'm still a small kid, i used to like books that have only animations of picture.hahha
but i guess, last time i check, i'm not that small girl anymore. XOXO
haha x) but i'm glad to be back to my mood.
Mr. ICT said: if you wanna become a better person, every people will do four things in their life cycle.
first, mood. change your mood.
second, forget. just delete the past.
third, learn. research again.
last but not least, share. you'll never know your smartness if you don't share.
so, i successfully put 'reading a novel' to my dictionary of hobby. and reading a full passage story isn't that bad. as i remember when i'm still a small kid, i used to like books that have only animations of picture.hahha
but i guess, last time i check, i'm not that small girl anymore. XOXO
Friday, January 13, 2012
Is that a sin to write post?
“Murder Maker” written by Margaret Johnson, is an interesting thriller , whose main character is Carla, a single woman who isbetrayed by her ex boyfriend. Other characters are three Carla’s friends called Diana, Gemma and Cathy who have something in common with Carla; all of them were abandoned by their partners. The action is mainly set in Cuba and in the northeast of England.
The story begins when Carla’s partner, Mark, breaks their relation saying to her “I’ve met somebody else”. Four simple words that change completely the world around Carla. Later, she meets other three women who are in a similar situation and little by little the idea of revenge is coming to her mind. This is how Carla becomes a murderer. But the question is: Is worth it the revenge?
The book shows us how small the difference between love and hate is and how an ordinary person, in an extreme situation, can became a murderer.
If you want discover that, do not stop reading this surprising book, because I am sure you´ll enjoy reading it and you will be able to make conclusions by yourself.
KELVIN WONG this post is for you!
Do you miss me?
because i do.
*giggle*
laugh out loud when you've read this! >:P
because i do.
*giggle*
laugh out loud when you've read this! >:P
hahahah!
my phone please don't die!
:)) i like ur buttons, your screen, your colours and your design. please don't die as i still need you here. hahaa
amen,
amen,
BIODIVERSITY
biodiversity is the range of communities and species that are present in an area (like grassland, rainforests, wetland, deserts) and the genetic variation which exists within species. or you can say biodiversity is the total number of different species living in a area, or ecosystem or biome. to make more understandable, it's the measurement of health in ecosystem.
about endangered species,, you can consider that in elephant, etc.
biology
about endangered species,, you can consider that in elephant, etc.
biology
Heels above my head
can somebody teach me about Matematika UN? there are things that i don't know.
and... nobody answer. x)
blubbering
Mars and Venus? Nope. The only problem between the genders is that we each have the others needs and wants backwards. Men want to be needed, and women need to be wanted. Not the other way around. It's that simple! The greatest experience we can ever have is usually not a welcomed one at that time.
There is a time to speak up, and a time to be silent. A time to read and a time to write. A time to learn and a time to teach. A time to listen and a time to be heard. A time to lose and a time to gain. And for all of these things the time is now.
Memories are what you have, when you've lost everything else. Dreams are what you have, when you forget the memories. And bliss is what you have when you give up both.
ACHOO!
There is a time to speak up, and a time to be silent. A time to read and a time to write. A time to learn and a time to teach. A time to listen and a time to be heard. A time to lose and a time to gain. And for all of these things the time is now.
Memories are what you have, when you've lost everything else. Dreams are what you have, when you forget the memories. And bliss is what you have when you give up both.
ACHOO!
To you my COWARD ex! D
written on July 17, 2010 for him.
I am writing to say goodbye. Goodbye for now, not for forever. I am fairly sure our paths will continue to meet. Maybe someday I’ll be more mature and better prepared for whatever comes my way, but I cannot anymore handle the pain you have unknowingly caused me these past months
Don’t get me wrong. You have made me very happy just by sharing yourself and your life with me. The memories will stay in my heart forever. From the time we first started going out until now, you have unfailingly shown me how it is to be really cared for and cherished. At the same time you have managed to keep my feet on the ground, always reminding me that my life is my own and no one else’s. I thank you for that. You taught me how fully comprehend what real love is like without even telling me you loved me. Just by showing me in your own way, you made me see how two incompatible persons can actually become real friends and true lovers.
You have kept my feet on the ground and yet showed me how beautiful the stars and skies are.
We have dreamed together. Laughed together. Whenever I needed your comport and strength, your level-headedness and rationality, you were always there for me. Our relationship has gone through a lot of things ranging from the serious (“I hate to admit it to you outright but for me you are my boyfriend.”) to the stupid and we were able to weather the storms together, you and I mainly because we knew how to properly steer the relationship back to its proper course
I guess the only thing that went wrong is my falling in love with you and the accompanying issues of where this relationship is really headed and the roles we will actually play in each other’s lives. I know you will never fully commit yourself to any one women-knowing you, I’m sure of that
No one is to blame. Not you, nor me, nor whoever else is sharing you with me…maybe I’m just a victim of circumstance like you. And since the circumstances surrounding our relationship have changed, I don’t anymore know if I can handle things the same way I’ve handled them before. Your presence and your help will not matter. Seeing you and being with you when we spend time together gives me a certain kind of happiness only you can give. But every time you leave me, my heart breaks, knowing for certain that you have to attend to the needs of the others who need you too like me
I am hurting and I have to heal my wounds alone. I cannot do this with you in my life, because every time you leave me, the pain recurs
I will miss you. I will miss you very, very, very much. But contrary to what I used to believe, I’m not as tough as I thought I would be. I try so hard to be strong, to think that your other relationships do not matter, but they do matter…a lot. So I have to let you go now
I do not want to do this-but I must. Call it false bravado on my part. I know I’ll be hurting myself more by saying goodbye to you now, but I am unable to continue as if things haven’t changed
You told me time and again to expect the worse, or assume the worst, so that when the time comes I’ll be ready. But the expectations and assumptions do not compare to reality. No matter how I tried to accept things as they were, no matter how much I tried to prepare myself, finding out about the actual existence of your other woman has hurt me so much. Maybe I was in denial, or maybe I was just trying so hard to believe that I was brave and strong, that whatever happened, I would be able to fully handle the truth when it dawned on me. Unfortunately that wasn’t what happened for real
I love you so much it hurts to say goodbye. But I am ashamed to admit that no matter how much I love you, no matter how deep my feelings already are for you, I cannot stay in the relationship anymore and fight for you, for us. What is there to fight for? My love for you, which you do not want to acknowledge? A future with you which looks very uncertain at this time? It is difficult to stay and fight when you d not know what it is you’re fighting for
Maybe I did unconsciously change the rules in the middle of the relationship. I know and I acknowledge that I am fully to blame for everything. I was forewarned, I knew what I was getting myself into. But as the years and months passed, maybe the attachment grew stronger. My appreciation of your companionship bred feelings and thoughts that couldn’t control and are now the cause of this pain. I thought you could shelter me forever----that you would be careful that I wouldn’t get hurt. But carelessness on your end, and too much snooping at my end to be lethal.
Remember making joke about mending broken fences???it was not a joke for me. I saw it as an admission from you, one which you didn’t want to make but still did knowing that somehow you had make things right. I appreciate your efforts at maintaining the status quo. I know it’s very difficult, considering everything that’s been said and done, which is why I appreciate you all the more. Your constant remark about things not having changed between us? In fairness to you, I admit that’s true. Things haven’t changed in our relationship at all. The caring, our mutual respect for each other, helping each other out and being there for each other….nothing has changed. And I know that if I decide to stay in relationship, nothing will change and things will go on as they have before
But I have changed. I am hurting and I wasn’t hurting before. I am becoming more critical of you and the things that you do and do not do. I expect you to make up for everything that has happened because I still believe that given the fact that we have been in our relationship longer, I will come first. I will be given more attention. I will be the “primus inter pares’---the first among equals. I even harbor the hope that you will try to court me and win me back fully, something which I know will never happen
You will forever be a part of my life, thank you for making me a part of yours. I will always remember you and the past months with a smile and with wistfulness for being the one responsible for throwing it all away… but I have to go now. I am afraid that if I stay, something will be destroyed---either be part of you, a part of me, our friendship or the relationship itself. I don’t really know. At least by leaving now, I am sure that everything remains intact, the relationship beautiful untouched unmarred by jealousy and hatred we both don’t deserve a relationship that would always be fraught with questions and conditions. I am unable to see myself as a true-blue kept woman anyway
You always said that all your past relationship never really ended. They were merely put on hold, or actually, your words were “Continuing, Open kasi”. I know this is not the end of everything. It is actually a new beginning, hopefully of a better, more beautiful friendship. But I have to do this, to say goodbye to you properly. I need closure to move on. And I realize I have to move on.
I cannot hold on to something I don’t believe in anymore. I would have been really nice to grow old with you…to laugh with you while reminiscing about the years that have passed…to share with you my whole life, and I would share with you yours…but I guess now is not right time for us, or maybe we’re just not meant to be really together, now or forever, I don’t really know. You deserve someone who will fully understand your needs and your personality, I guess I deserve someone who will love me like you have done, only that he’ll be going out with me and me alone…it’s painful to say goodbye but even more painful to stay. Please understand that I have to do this somehow.
Love you very, very much. I don’t want to leave just yet, but if I don’t do it now, I know I will never be strong enough to ever do it at all. Thank you very much for always being there for me when I needed you most. Thank you for sharing yourself with me, if only for a few years of your life.
In fact, my life will never be the same without you.
I am writing to say goodbye. Goodbye for now, not for forever. I am fairly sure our paths will continue to meet. Maybe someday I’ll be more mature and better prepared for whatever comes my way, but I cannot anymore handle the pain you have unknowingly caused me these past months
Don’t get me wrong. You have made me very happy just by sharing yourself and your life with me. The memories will stay in my heart forever. From the time we first started going out until now, you have unfailingly shown me how it is to be really cared for and cherished. At the same time you have managed to keep my feet on the ground, always reminding me that my life is my own and no one else’s. I thank you for that. You taught me how fully comprehend what real love is like without even telling me you loved me. Just by showing me in your own way, you made me see how two incompatible persons can actually become real friends and true lovers.
You have kept my feet on the ground and yet showed me how beautiful the stars and skies are.
We have dreamed together. Laughed together. Whenever I needed your comport and strength, your level-headedness and rationality, you were always there for me. Our relationship has gone through a lot of things ranging from the serious (“I hate to admit it to you outright but for me you are my boyfriend.”) to the stupid and we were able to weather the storms together, you and I mainly because we knew how to properly steer the relationship back to its proper course
I guess the only thing that went wrong is my falling in love with you and the accompanying issues of where this relationship is really headed and the roles we will actually play in each other’s lives. I know you will never fully commit yourself to any one women-knowing you, I’m sure of that
No one is to blame. Not you, nor me, nor whoever else is sharing you with me…maybe I’m just a victim of circumstance like you. And since the circumstances surrounding our relationship have changed, I don’t anymore know if I can handle things the same way I’ve handled them before. Your presence and your help will not matter. Seeing you and being with you when we spend time together gives me a certain kind of happiness only you can give. But every time you leave me, my heart breaks, knowing for certain that you have to attend to the needs of the others who need you too like me
I am hurting and I have to heal my wounds alone. I cannot do this with you in my life, because every time you leave me, the pain recurs
I will miss you. I will miss you very, very, very much. But contrary to what I used to believe, I’m not as tough as I thought I would be. I try so hard to be strong, to think that your other relationships do not matter, but they do matter…a lot. So I have to let you go now
I do not want to do this-but I must. Call it false bravado on my part. I know I’ll be hurting myself more by saying goodbye to you now, but I am unable to continue as if things haven’t changed
You told me time and again to expect the worse, or assume the worst, so that when the time comes I’ll be ready. But the expectations and assumptions do not compare to reality. No matter how I tried to accept things as they were, no matter how much I tried to prepare myself, finding out about the actual existence of your other woman has hurt me so much. Maybe I was in denial, or maybe I was just trying so hard to believe that I was brave and strong, that whatever happened, I would be able to fully handle the truth when it dawned on me. Unfortunately that wasn’t what happened for real
I love you so much it hurts to say goodbye. But I am ashamed to admit that no matter how much I love you, no matter how deep my feelings already are for you, I cannot stay in the relationship anymore and fight for you, for us. What is there to fight for? My love for you, which you do not want to acknowledge? A future with you which looks very uncertain at this time? It is difficult to stay and fight when you d not know what it is you’re fighting for
Maybe I did unconsciously change the rules in the middle of the relationship. I know and I acknowledge that I am fully to blame for everything. I was forewarned, I knew what I was getting myself into. But as the years and months passed, maybe the attachment grew stronger. My appreciation of your companionship bred feelings and thoughts that couldn’t control and are now the cause of this pain. I thought you could shelter me forever----that you would be careful that I wouldn’t get hurt. But carelessness on your end, and too much snooping at my end to be lethal.
Remember making joke about mending broken fences???it was not a joke for me. I saw it as an admission from you, one which you didn’t want to make but still did knowing that somehow you had make things right. I appreciate your efforts at maintaining the status quo. I know it’s very difficult, considering everything that’s been said and done, which is why I appreciate you all the more. Your constant remark about things not having changed between us? In fairness to you, I admit that’s true. Things haven’t changed in our relationship at all. The caring, our mutual respect for each other, helping each other out and being there for each other….nothing has changed. And I know that if I decide to stay in relationship, nothing will change and things will go on as they have before
But I have changed. I am hurting and I wasn’t hurting before. I am becoming more critical of you and the things that you do and do not do. I expect you to make up for everything that has happened because I still believe that given the fact that we have been in our relationship longer, I will come first. I will be given more attention. I will be the “primus inter pares’---the first among equals. I even harbor the hope that you will try to court me and win me back fully, something which I know will never happen
You will forever be a part of my life, thank you for making me a part of yours. I will always remember you and the past months with a smile and with wistfulness for being the one responsible for throwing it all away… but I have to go now. I am afraid that if I stay, something will be destroyed---either be part of you, a part of me, our friendship or the relationship itself. I don’t really know. At least by leaving now, I am sure that everything remains intact, the relationship beautiful untouched unmarred by jealousy and hatred we both don’t deserve a relationship that would always be fraught with questions and conditions. I am unable to see myself as a true-blue kept woman anyway
You always said that all your past relationship never really ended. They were merely put on hold, or actually, your words were “Continuing, Open kasi”. I know this is not the end of everything. It is actually a new beginning, hopefully of a better, more beautiful friendship. But I have to do this, to say goodbye to you properly. I need closure to move on. And I realize I have to move on.
I cannot hold on to something I don’t believe in anymore. I would have been really nice to grow old with you…to laugh with you while reminiscing about the years that have passed…to share with you my whole life, and I would share with you yours…but I guess now is not right time for us, or maybe we’re just not meant to be really together, now or forever, I don’t really know. You deserve someone who will fully understand your needs and your personality, I guess I deserve someone who will love me like you have done, only that he’ll be going out with me and me alone…it’s painful to say goodbye but even more painful to stay. Please understand that I have to do this somehow.
Love you very, very much. I don’t want to leave just yet, but if I don’t do it now, I know I will never be strong enough to ever do it at all. Thank you very much for always being there for me when I needed you most. Thank you for sharing yourself with me, if only for a few years of your life.
In fact, my life will never be the same without you.
i sing it, i sing it again!
CHRISTINA PERRI - A THOUSAND YEARS
BREAKING DAWN SOUNDTRACK
(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-perri-lyrics/a-thousand-years-lyrics.html ]
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
BREAKING DAWN SOUNDTRACK
(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-perri-lyrics/a-thousand-years-lyrics.html ]
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
what you mean on purpose?
I don't know who are you. what do you want?
you want the thread to be knotted back?
yes, things end but memories last forever. <3
the last novel i read : murder maker written by margaret johnson.
it's sooo thriller. she knows what i feel. x)
i love her story and i admit she's as good as the worth for being a writer in cambridge univerisity press in the Advanced level.
you want the thread to be knotted back?
yes, things end but memories last forever. <3
the last novel i read : murder maker written by margaret johnson.
it's sooo thriller. she knows what i feel. x)
i love her story and i admit she's as good as the worth for being a writer in cambridge univerisity press in the Advanced level.
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